Today was god-awful.
I won't mention the specifics but a friend and I got into an argument and I got pretty upset (which is actually quite unusual for me..).
After The Incident I realised how much I've missed having the Knight Guarantee of year 9 (where I would call him and he'd always pick up). Nowadays, he never picks up. This is problematic because, whilst walking home and still feeling shit-awful I really wanted him to be my Rock. But, it turns out, he's not my Rock - he didn't call back and now it looks bad for the number of times I have been upset and called him and he has not replied.
But I thought that once you've realised there's mutual love there that the Games stop, and you freely call each other up - this would no longer look "desperate" -clearly I was wrong!
Well, my Rock didn't come in the form of Knight or Awesome but, instead, from another lovely lady whom has not yet been introduced to y'all - let's call her Gem because she is definitely a Top Babe :)
She called me when I got home and we talked for ages - it was really sweet and lovely of her.
ALSO, Gem and I are doing a 26-hour challenge -we have to stay up for 26hrs in holidays with no caffeine! Will definitely keep you posted on that!
Sorry for the gloom,
Keep you posted when things get cheerier,